I rarely find myself *mesmerized* but today I just could not stop staring at this girl in front of me as her tight little ass jiggled beneath her sheer black slacks as she strutted down Yonge St. in her 3.5 inch stilletos.
At least I did pay enough attention to the world around me to notice everyone else oggling her.
^^ You are also probably grieving because no one else has come along yet. But this grieving period is good for you. You will eventually realize that you don’t need someone else to make you hapy.
Hopefully you have cut off all contact with him since.